My Dream in The Year of The Tiger

According to chinese calender, Year of Ox, officially will end in 15 days. Maybe 2009 wasn't a good year for some of my friends but for me, it's a good year.
1. At last, i graduated with my degree.
2. Right after finished my final exam, i have my job as an English teacher in Chong Hwa Independent High School.
3. Mummy's eyes getting better. From 2 months once a checkup to 4 months once.

In order to welcome Year of Tiger, we already have a long planning. For example, what to bake, what to cook, how to decorate house and most important is the color of our new year clothes. Those girls in my house (mummy and elder sister) started their shopping spree since December. Bought a lot of new clothes with different color so that it will bring 'ong' to the person who wears it.So, Year of 2010 is Tiger. I have 2 tigress in my house (My elder sister and her elder daughter)
Hopefully this 'twin' tigress will be good.
Why i put the picture above? Why it isn't colorful?How am i going to compete with others?
The reason i put this picture is because for the Year of Tiger 2010, i hope i can 'colored' the year with my own color. Who say tiger must be in 'tiger's' color? Why can't i put red color or blue color?

If i win RM8888, 2010 is definitely a 888 (fa fa fa in cantonese) year for me. I can realized my dream.
Firstly, i can go for my very first car. A MyVi!!!!!Of course need to get a license first.. I'm happy.. and yet worried. Cause you know, car depends on petrol, not water!!!Somemore same as us, car need for spa & treatment once a while. That will be a headache moment. (Argghh..!!! Calculate calculation and calculation)

Nah... car maybe is 1 of my dream.... but if i win RM8888, first person i want to give surprise is my mummy. Give her a big big ang pow!
Since young,mummy give ang pow to me. No matter how hard is life, she never missed it. So year 2010 will be my first year celebrating Chinese New Year by contributing to family.
If i have RM8888, RM888 will be for my mummy's ang pow. Left RM8000.

Secondly, i wish i can make appointment with 1 of the famous eyes specialist in Singapore. Just want to check my mummy's eyes. Hope she can see even better. So there goes, air ticket, hotel, etc which will cost me around RM3000.

Thus, left RM5000. My mum need a handphone. So will buy a new handphone for her and also 1 for me. Two handphones will cost me around RM2000.

So left RM3000. During Gawai's Holiday, i plan to bring my whole family come to KL. So air ticket for 7 persons, (Mummy, elder sister and 3 kids, 2nd bro with wife n irfan) cost me around RM1000. Left RM2000.

All their expenses will be cover by me.. (If i win RM8888).

The rest RM2000, half will be given to my mummy as her pocket money, cause i don't know when will i have a chance to give her such amount.

Another RM1000 for ME!!!! (Let me be selfish a bit lah...) Just want to keep RM1000 for me to shopping...

So.. here goes RM8888.

MY DREAM IN THE YEAR OF TIGER

I really hope i can spend those money with my family. Maybe some think i couldn't do so, but i'm eager to do so. I really wish some how i can repay my family as for their efforts in taking care of me and never let me off. I love them very much.

Hope year of tiger can realized my dream.

Bye Bye 2009,Welcome 2010

Spent last few minutes with Angel at McD nearby our place..
Lots of happening in the year of 2009...
Sad, happiness, betrayal, occasions etc..
However i hope in 2010, things will get better.
What i hope to do in 2010;
1. Hope could stable my current job not only because of the income, but because of those experiences and meeting different people around me.

2. Try to figure out what should i do with current relationship. Shall i let go or keep going with it?

3. Spend more time with mummy. Mum sacrifice a lot for me. Feel sorry cause she worried about me all the time when i'm here in KL.

4. To have more alternate income if possible, so that can pick mum and stay together with me.

Year of Tiger.. Hope all my friends will have smooth life. Nothing is more important than FAMILY. Without FAMILY there won't be YOU today.

From Airport

Having breakfast at McD, LCCT.
Can't wait to board on flight back to Sarawak.
Flight will be on 12.05pm.
Wondering if i will miss KL or not..
Will only come back to KL 21st next month.
Kinda regret to come back early here..
Perhaps is because recently not really good with him..
I don't know what is he doing lately..
Last few days in KL, end up not really pleasant.

***

Sure i will miss KL and him too..

Going Back Home

Yeah!!!
It's time for me to go back home this sunday!
Really can't wait for it.
Just want to leave everything here and go back home.
Even though just 1 month, it is enough for me to recharge my energy.
Yesterday night managed to buy ticket for CNY. Have to use bus from kuching. But it still ok as long as i can go back to my home.

***

2009 definitely will be a unforgettable year for me.
Have my first job at Chung Hwa Independent High School.
Joined this school since mid of May.
Just a blink, it already come to end of school semester.
Unfortunately, we have to depart with 3 of my English department's colleague.
1 of them is Mdm Jaspal. Devoted 19 years for the school. Very responsible teacher. I guess everyone will miss her so much.

***

Recently i read some people's blog. I've found out that they really like to curse people. Especially that someone. Cursing people non-stop and trying to get sympathy from other people. So pathetic. By cursing people will help them to solve their problems?

Special for a friend named Tang Yu Hua

This blog is special for a friend named Tang Yu Hua.

She is an 'angel' to me.
Never angry or scold anyone.
Helped me a lot during my Year 3 in Uni, with all the strangers.
She always helped me with my homework, always be there for me when i needed someone.
I really glad to have her with me as Year 3 was unhappy year for me.

Hua Hua..
Thanks for always be there for me.
You give me the strength when i almost 'collapsed'.
Thanks for unconditionally helping me.

Even though there will be lesser chances to meet, i do believe no matter how many years after, i won't forget i have such nice friend like you.

Do take care.

Counting days to go back home....

Can't wait to go home this 22/11...
It's been almost 10 months i'm not at home!!!
This is the first time ever i left my home for sooo long...
Even thought will only at home for 1 month, i bet i will really appreciate these special time with my family, especially mummy..
I have a lot of things want to tell her and i bet she also the same..

***

My anticipation;
- can't wait to see Irfan.. Mummy said he can talked well and still very cute..

- Also my nieces and nephew.. I guess 3 of them will be grown taller than before..
- Spending time in kitchen baking cakes with mummy.. (even though mummy is the one that does all the cleaning) but i will still bake cause mummy likes my cake..
- Shopping with Puan Lim @ my elder sister.. hahaha... She is a shopaholic.. luckily she is not in kl. If in kl, definitely spending time shopping.. Mummy also the same. But she can control it. She will be happier if we (the children) buy her things.

***

My goal(s);
- trying to get my driving license as i plan to have my own car by the end of 2010. Hopefully can have one.. B said if everything going smoothly, he 'might be' paying 1st installment for me.. :)
- having a car = more responsibility. So need to have additional money. Trying to find some students for tuition.. or other options to add up my income..
- less shopping.. B calling me "Shopping Queen" .. I have to control myself... Be more discipline..
- can buy things for mummy.. Heartache when see mummy wanted that thing badly, ending up didnt buy it cause thinking of saving money (for family, in case of emergency). Mummy devoted her life for this family. And it's time for me to help mummy carrying this burden.. At least i want to buy some supplement for her.

***

I'm still ok with my current job. Begin to like it. Teaching and learning on the same time. Could see different type of characteristics.

***

26 Sept was one of my best friend's wedding. Mimi Chen.. Congratulations to her. Not only because she had moved to new phase of her life but also expecting her precious one soon next year. Knowing her for more than 7 years, i know she will be a good mother.

***

Since i moved to Tar Villa, been meeting up quite frequent with my another best fren, Angel. Know her since we are in Year 1 of university life. Going through ups and downs. We'd quarreled before. But after than is closer than ever.

***

I believed having these best friends is my luckiest time in my life. I always can go to them whenever i have problem. Not like other people, just hurting others without thinking of the consequences. I guess life is like this. Some are meant to hurt you while other are meant to be there for you. Just like Angel and Mimi. (I'm not forgetting you, Yu Hua)

Hypocrite me..

Maybe sometimes the way that i talked offended someone..
That's why they think that i'm hypocrite..
I guess that person hates me a lot..
Anyway, the purpose i open this blog is for those people to voice out their hates against me..
So it freedom of speech here..
I believed if want to be a successful person, must be able to accept all those critics from all people around it..

***

The school holiday is around the corner..
Still thinking of what want to do..
1st plan: Ipoh
2nd plan: Melaka
3rd plan: Seremban
4th plan: just stay at home marking papers..
Which one should i choose since H1N1 is all over the places..
Miss home a lot recently..
4th branch is opening soon next month..
Hopefully everything is going smoothly..

***

For those that read my blog...
Thanks because willing to spend time reading my blog..
I miss you all a lot..
Really...
Since our convocation last week, i don't know when i will see you all again..
Keep in touch..

*HugZ...